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My Last Morning
01:21
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It was a Tuesday I recall, the third week of Fall
I got a strange phone call in the AM
Lenny said his girl had an illness they never saw
I could hear it in his tone, he wasn't well at all
I said that I would swing through, he should go to bed
Give you a text when I'm off, brotha hold ya head
He hung the phone up first, I just watched the screen
Seeing the seconds stop, like my time was up for me
I took a shower, got dressed, and I grabbed my lunch
Put on my jacket then proceeded to head out the front
Went down the staircase, thought I caught a glimpse
I couldn't put my finger on it, something was amiss
I felt a twitch in my lower back
Made a face full of puzzlement, nah I'm too young for that
I stepped out, felt the breeze as I steady my vision
People's Instinctive Travels and the Path's of the Rhythm
I took a right as I headed down the sidewalk
The leaves colored and covering all the asphalt
I see and Black & Mild box and a McDonald's cup
I'm losing focus and forgetting that I'm in a rush
Doubled my pace, but the dew of the dawn
Made it slick where I stepped and this grate I'm upon just...
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As I Lay Dying
03:57
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-Verse-
After the racket, I'm laid on my back
Surrounded by black and this pain in my...
My legs gone numb, did anybody just see where I fell from
I'm screaming for help but I fear there is none
I can only breathe some, do I have a collapsed lung
Why is the sun setting this soon?
I don't understand why the walls are closing in, in this room
I see a golden circle just above
I look through and see a thousands angels reaching down about to touch
As they grew closer felt my heart rate rise
Even though they were of love, I had terror in my eyes
Couldn't stand it anymore, thoughts of what I'll leave behind
If I could rewind time, I would be just fine
My thoughts are like a melody, I hum along
As I'm staring in the heavenlies, the ambiance is strong
I flash back to my childhood, up on Manorwood
Wishing I could live a life others understood
-Chorus-
A child's born, a man dies
We scramble every 24, not knowing our demise
You should reflect in your moment when it's there
Before the curtain close, and your spirit leave the air
A child's born, a man dies
We scramble every 24, not knowing our demise
You should reflect in your moment when it's there
Before the curtain close, and your spirit leave the air
-Verse-
I can't believe this is how I'm bout to exit
I ain't tripping off the fact it's unexpected, but it's wack
Bet my niggas have one last laugh on me
But my son will probably ask, why is Daddy still sleep?
Emerged from the dark, returned to the dark
My back is soaking in piss, shit, and pus
Infecting the blood the germs are creeping up
But this hole in my back is more than enough
Ain't seen a soul walk by
Wake up, even if they did, they'd probably walk by
I know my phone gotta be near where I linger
Feeling through the sewage, felt some furry on my finger
Angels looking more like demons as I'm studying
Faces horrifying, I no longer wanna mention them
Sleepy as I micro nap, trying to stay alert
Body temperature is dropping from the vomit in my shirt
-Chorus-
A child's born, a man dies
We scramble every 24, not knowing our demise
You should reflect in your moment when it's there
Before the curtain close, and your spirit leave the air
A child's born, a man dies
We scramble every 24, not knowing our demise
You should reflect in your moment when it's there
Before the curtain close, and your spirit leave the air
-Verse-
I spent so many years tryna share my gift
But they don't never give a fuck unless radio plays it
They swift to hit skip then ask bout the music
I'm bout to lose it, is you that fucking stupid??
I blame it on the shapes, rectangles is the worst
Carry one in your pocket, your jacket, or in your purse
Misplace it and people kirk, it's like we mentally hurt
Nobody socialize, we thinking it's too much work
I'm angry I fell and I'm bleeding out
But if I die right now, won't feel like I'm missing out
I'm sorry son for Daddy going away
I left you a couple bucks, I pray you will be okay
My parents will probably die soon after because of grief
Only in war is my pops supposed to bury me
I'm getting tired guess it's time to go to sleep
It ain't bad as we insist, at least I'll finally be at peace
-Chorus-
A child's born, a man dies
We scramble every 24, not knowing our demise
You should reflect in your moment when it's there
Before the curtain close, and your spirit leave the air
A child's born, a man dies
We scramble every 24, not knowing our demise
You should reflect in your moment when it's there
Before the curtain close, and your spirit leave the air
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-Verse-
Am I dreaming, though I was in the sewer
This cave is freaking cold, feel like I'm in a cooler
Never the less, I'm stumbling, trying to get my bearings
Like I'm swimming upstream, stubborn herrings
This ain't no Heaven or Hell I read about
Pastor never said about, thanks for the visit
But I'm wishing they just let me out
I see a ledge and approach on the sneak
Take a peek off the peak, and the sight underneath, wow
1 million men and women amassed
In a motherfucking cave, I was shaking so bad
This ain't good, why these people down here
If I died I can bet I wouldn't be found here
Oh shit, is this death?
I'm mad confused, cuz the chills on my skin
Are consistent with the flesh
Thereby making me alive, who am I kidding?
I got no idea of this predicament that I sit in
I'm transfixed on the crowd, they like a couple miles down
But I can hear they mumbles as they compound
And resound off the cave walls
I'm guessing death is the debt that no man can ever pay off
I think it's sinking in, I'm in that in-between
As they are judging where I rest in piece
My 45's feel tighter than a tough spot
Now why are all of them below and I'm up top
Points of reference to determine, tap into my higher learning
My facade is of bravado, but I'm trembling like a virgin
Paranoia got me burning, am I burning or I'm hot?
When I got into this game, my flow more like a blood clot
I'm deserving of the depths, I'm not generous, I'm not kind
In my spare time, sharing sunshine ain't ever cross my mind
I'm bout to leap and end it, hope they won't be offended
I'm hurting deep inside, I'm tired of pretending
I had so many aspirations, so many plans
But when you shack with the crabs you never stand a chance
They wanna pull you down, how can I pull it off
Texas chainsaw, closet freak, I wanna fuck 'em all
While mapping constellations, the world is so impatient
The stench of man can't hide behind a pussies fragrance
Give me a 0 rating, if I can't be the best
Let me excel at being less...
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Gehenna
02:18
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-Verse-
I cannot feel my legs, I cannot feel my arms
I see the fire burn but it's cold as winter storms
My eyes are froze and crusted, blurry vision readjusted
Try and scream but my vocal chords can barely function
I sense an evil presence, hey who's there?
Not really frightened but confused, caught a few glares
I can hear breathing but it sounding more like wheezing
The devil's chiefin' , and I get it, no good reason
Not to, God pulled off a block move
Left me stranded but it's cool I'd do the same too
Cuz I'm a bummy option, from a decrepit race
We humans like some acne upon a perfect face
So bring it on Luci, you ain't gon' never move me
I've been through dark days, solemn as a drama movie
Matter fact, nah I'm pissed off
And the lives we receive only piss poor
So I'm gunning to the finish, and kill you when I'm finished
Speaking so many tongues, you can't interpret a sentence
Fire in my eyes, and spices on the tongue
Wrath on my skin, hatred in my lungs
Death to my brothas, die nigga die
Long as I'm better than you I'mma try
To rob you and cheat you, lie and mislead you
Sell you this potion, I pray that it's lethal
Starving my Father, killing my Mother
Raping my sister, envy my brother
One blood, so we all from the same stars
I'm getting what I put out like it's paddle ball
But nah, we let the media raise us
Preachers and speakers, bigots and racists
Blood fellatio, enamel in braces
Vomit and pus on the edge of they faces
I've had enough of these thoughts you instill
Time for me to go or shits about to get real
That ain't a threat or promise, it's a guarantee
I don't give a fuck I will disembowel a deity
You think I'm kidding, nigga try me
I got this righteous indignation on my side piece
And if you move any closer, I swear on Christ...
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Elysium
03:50
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-Verse-
It's not what they said in the book
Lights everywhere, nah this a more subtle look
Matter fact, it's a planet with two moons
The 12th chakra above is in full bloom
Sorta desolate but I don't feel alone
Eyes each way only dunes cover stones
In addition there are birds in the distance
Gliding on magic, sounds like they whispering
Forests and coves, water falls with gold
I had on no clothes, but did not feel cold
Or ashamed, but I noticed my yeah had grown
It's too bad huh, as well as it goes
I started around but my steps were light
I'm in paradise bro, my disposition is bright
When I heard a voice call me from steps back
Whe I turned around I had to step back
She....she
I have no words that were coming to mind
Her skin was like a breeze, that we begging to tease
Playful and proud, she was there to appease
Her eyes were something like a jade from the deep
When she fixed them on me, I would freeze like no heat
She blinked so slow it was as a sunset
I'm in love and she has not even spoke yet
And then she step forth, I nearly came apart
Get your mind out the gutter, go and rinse it off
She said she had been waiting for eternity
For me to love her, for her to serve me
And then she knelt before me and she called me King
Then got to work on my upgraded dang-a-lang
And to think I thought that this might get boring
I felt her tongue and then I started soaring
Left off the ground, headed for the sky
Tried to look down, tell my baby bye-bye, she was gone
I'm zipping so fast past planets and suns
But not of my choice, I was summoned
I came to a freeze at a mirror that was massive
It reflected me and the galaxies in back of
Where I was going, I'm unknowing but no stress
This is an odd death, as I began to fall
I caught a glimpse of my baby from before
She only let out a wave and told me to be strong
It wouldn't be long before it's time to...
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CitizenXVII
CitizenXVII's journey began in 2002, while away at summer camp. He linked up with Spacific and long-time friend and collaborator Tab Trill. He began piecing together bars. 2 years later he began beatmaking after picking up Acid 3.0. In 2005, as Cinsere LogiQ, he combined with Dion Lynk and the 'Wiz Qidz' were born. In 2006 he merged with Blacklite. The rest is history! ... more
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